haircut

so, i chopped off basically all my hair yesterday. so far the comparisons have been: the obvious mia farrow, madonna in her rain music video, and angelina jolie. . . in hackers. hey, any angelina jolie reference, i will gladly take.

anyway, i've cut my hair pretty short before but this is definitely the shortest; i want to like it really bad but i am still kind of shell shocked by it. if nothing else, i have decided it gives me an excuse to wear unprecedented amounts of eye makeup. i am incredibly paranoid about being mistaken for a lesbian. i know this is really stupid. but like today i am wearing this kind of oversized button down shirt and jeans and i have this haircut and i found myself walking to work thinking, don't even look at any girls or they are totally going to think you want them. it's really silly. and it really doesn't even matter. but short hair makes me feel so damn vulnerable!

so, anyway, here it is. i have to figure out exactly how i'm going to do it, not that i have a lot of options, but i could kind of muss it or do it really cleanly. i'm looking forward to a month or so from now when it's grown up enough that it's very pixie-ish and i can actually kind of style it a bit. but for now, it is what it is.